{"id":14160,"date":"2017-05-15T17:24:46","date_gmt":"2017-05-15T21:24:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=14160"},"modified":"2017-05-15T17:24:46","modified_gmt":"2017-05-15T21:24:46","slug":"i-just-realized","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=14160","title":{"rendered":"I just realized&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;.haven&#8217;t been feeling like myself lately and just today made the connection why that is&#8230;.from the lack of energy to the uneasy feelings to the paralysis in my head&#8230;depression has reared it&#8217;s ugly little head again&#8230;I almost didn&#8217;t recognize it&#8230;it has been a long time since I&#8217;ve seen more than one of the symptoms at a time&#8230;.they usually just flick in and out for a day or so at a time but this one feels more like it did 20 years ago when I was on medication for it&#8230;just like almost everyone I knew back then&#8230;the heyday of Prozac. I&#8217;m not sure what the heck I can do about this one right now&#8230;but when the realization came to me out on the bike today, things became clearer&#8230;.and today was a better day&#8230;I&#8217;m no longer paralyzed by it and I got a bunch of resumes out&#8230;and even listened to some music today&#8230;.maybe tomorrow will be better&#8230;..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;.haven&#8217;t been feeling like myself lately and just today made the connection why that is&#8230;.from the lack of energy to the uneasy feelings to the paralysis in my head&#8230;depression has reared it&#8217;s ugly little head again&#8230;I almost didn&#8217;t recognize it&#8230;it has been a long time since I&#8217;ve seen more than one of the symptoms at &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=14160\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I just realized&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-14160","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14160","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14160"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14160\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14161,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14160\/revisions\/14161"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14160"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14160"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14160"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}