{"id":21006,"date":"2020-09-27T13:55:24","date_gmt":"2020-09-27T17:55:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=21006"},"modified":"2020-09-27T13:55:24","modified_gmt":"2020-09-27T17:55:24","slug":"i-shouldnt-feel-guilty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=21006","title":{"rendered":"I shouldn&#8217;t feel guilty&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;this morning when I got on the bike, I looked at the computer and saw that I only had 46 miles to go to get to 4800 miles and, you know what comes next, I decided to do the 46 miles in one ride and got started&#8230;after 40 miles, my legs gave up and I hurt frickin everywhere so I cut the ride short and came home&#8230;the thing is, you would think that 40 miles would be enough and there shouldn&#8217;t be any guilt from not reaching my initial goal&#8230;but, that&#8217;s not me&#8230;I&#8217;ve been sitting here thinking if I should go back out and do another 20 to make up for it&#8230;but I&#8217;m resisting it after hobbling out to take care of the gardens and feeling the pain in my legs that is everywhere from my hips down to my feet&#8230;I guess I have to realize that I&#8217;m not young anymore..and I did do 34 miles in one ride yesterday so maybe that&#8217;s enough to make the guilt go away? It should&#8230;but who knows?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;this morning when I got on the bike, I looked at the computer and saw that I only had 46 miles to go to get to 4800 miles and, you know what comes next, I decided to do the 46 miles in one ride and got started&#8230;after 40 miles, my legs gave up and I &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=21006\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I shouldn&#8217;t feel guilty&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-21006","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21006","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21006"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21006\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21007,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21006\/revisions\/21007"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21006"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21006"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21006"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}