{"id":22490,"date":"2021-05-20T09:27:41","date_gmt":"2021-05-20T13:27:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=22490"},"modified":"2021-05-20T09:27:41","modified_gmt":"2021-05-20T13:27:41","slug":"this-sucks-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=22490","title":{"rendered":"This sucks&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;this sucks a bit&#8230;.I should be really happy sitting on my front porch with a coffee, the windows open, and the Doobies playing on the turntable and no other noise&#8230;but the depression came back last night and smacked me really hard this morning and I don&#8217;t know why&#8230;yeah, I know, there doesn&#8217;t have to be a trigger reason&#8230;it would be so much easier if there were&#8230;then I could just fix it and move on&#8230;I&#8217;m sure part of it is that I&#8217;m not making progress on the house after being here for almost 3 months&#8230;still no paint or repair on the stuff that needs it before I can paint&#8230;and windows still need to be cleaned and I need to cook&#8230;.and the outside of the house needs to be cleaned, and I need to start reseeding the lawn&#8230;you get the picture&#8230;but, all I want to do is sit here&#8230;.cripes, this sucks&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;this sucks a bit&#8230;.I should be really happy sitting on my front porch with a coffee, the windows open, and the Doobies playing on the turntable and no other noise&#8230;but the depression came back last night and smacked me really hard this morning and I don&#8217;t know why&#8230;yeah, I know, there doesn&#8217;t have to be &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=22490\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">This sucks&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-22490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22490","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22490"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22490\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22491,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22490\/revisions\/22491"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}