{"id":28023,"date":"2023-07-19T07:32:19","date_gmt":"2023-07-19T11:32:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=28023"},"modified":"2023-07-19T07:32:52","modified_gmt":"2023-07-19T11:32:52","slug":"july-19th-13","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=28023","title":{"rendered":"July 19th"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;feel so worn out this morning and I&#8217;ve been grinding my teeth so they hurt like crazy today&#8230;and I only have 14 minutes before I need to get on the bike to get the first ride in before I do the grocery run&#8230;have two years worth of beer cans to take back and that will be the first time since I&#8217;ve lived here&#8230;got some cleaning done yesterday and need to keep that up today to make sure everything is clean before my daughter comes&#8230;I am concerned she is going to be disappointed with me and this house and how I live&#8230;and that is not helping with my depression at all&#8230;.forgot to close up the house last night and it got down to 58 so it&#8217;s cold in here right now&#8230;only have 5 more days that I can ride the bike and I have no plans on what to do when I can&#8217;t ride anymore&#8230;.need to starve myself for the next two months and get down to around 500 calories a day but I don&#8217;t think she will allow that&#8230;.trying to not think about how hard this is going to be&#8230;.not much to do today&#8230;damn, I&#8217;m late for getting on the bike already but I&#8217;m so tired&#8230;.this is going to be a hard day&#8230;more later&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;feel so worn out this morning and I&#8217;ve been grinding my teeth so they hurt like crazy today&#8230;and I only have 14 minutes before I need to get on the bike to get the first ride in before I do the grocery run&#8230;have two years worth of beer cans to take back and that will &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=28023\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">July 19th<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-28023","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28023","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28023"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28023\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28024,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28023\/revisions\/28024"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28023"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28023"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28023"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}