Well…up at 5;24 this morning but there was no damn way I was going to get out of bed that early…so I just laid there until almost 7 and the thought hit me that I have been planning every day of my life since I started college in my 20’s….and I’m not sure if I like that anymore….it’s more like work than living and I wonder when I get to just relax and live? Never, probably….I have to control my weight so that means on the bike for two rides here in a minute and then not eating much as I did yesterday when I only had a bowl of soup to eat for the whole day…I wonder how I can reset my brain and allow myself to be less disciplined? Okay, that’s enough of that…didn’t get much done yesterday and today will probably be the same since I don’t have to cook…have leftover ribs and the soup I made yesterday…and that will last me for at least a few days…it’s a mix of rain and snow going on out there right now and it would be perfect to sit here and drink coffee and look out the window but I won’t…and that is just wrong…oh, well…more later…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Well…up at 5;24 this morning but there was no damn way I was going to get out of bed that early…so I just laid there until almost 7 and the thought hit me that I have been planning every day of my life since I started college in my 20’s….and I’m not sure if I … Continue reading December 3rd<\/span>