{"id":31142,"date":"2024-12-08T08:17:22","date_gmt":"2024-12-08T13:17:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=31142"},"modified":"2024-12-08T08:17:22","modified_gmt":"2024-12-08T13:17:22","slug":"im-tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=31142","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m tired&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;not sure if it&#8217;s depression but I am just so damn tired of doing the things needed to maintain this body as I age&#8230;I mean I&#8217;ve lived out here for almost 4 years and I don&#8217;t know where the McDonalds, Burger King, or Taco Bell even is&#8230;and it&#8217;s been over 7 years since I&#8217;ve had any fast food&#8230;and I can&#8217;t even try my favorite foods anymore&#8230;chips&#8230;have loved potato chips since I was little but can&#8217;t tolerate the salt with my BP so high&#8230;and I spend my days figuring out how to get at least three rides in every day&#8230;I long for the days when I could just let it unfold and fool around&#8230;but that won&#8217;t be today&#8230;I don&#8217;t have to cook with the last of the potato soup to use and still lots of the big ham to have for dinner&#8230;probably shouldn&#8217;t be having ham either since it is salty, too&#8230;but where do I draw the line? Think I&#8217;ll steam some cauliflower with the ham for dinner later&#8230;yeah, that&#8217;s where I&#8217;m at now&#8230;it is just so much work to be old&#8230;and I&#8217;m tired&#8230;more later&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;not sure if it&#8217;s depression but I am just so damn tired of doing the things needed to maintain this body as I age&#8230;I mean I&#8217;ve lived out here for almost 4 years and I don&#8217;t know where the McDonalds, Burger King, or Taco Bell even is&#8230;and it&#8217;s been over 7 years since I&#8217;ve had &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=31142\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I&#8217;m tired&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-31142","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31142","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=31142"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31142\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31143,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31142\/revisions\/31143"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=31142"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=31142"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=31142"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}