{"id":35168,"date":"2026-09-21T09:53:49","date_gmt":"2026-09-21T13:53:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=35168"},"modified":"2026-09-21T09:53:49","modified_gmt":"2026-09-21T13:53:49","slug":"i-cant-keep-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=35168","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t keep up&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Those are 4 words I never thought I&#8217;d ever say&#8230;and I feel so bad that I let my daughter down by not being able to go like she can&#8230; the lack of sleep and go, go, go the past three days has drained every drop of energy out of me and screwed me up so badly that I couldn&#8217;t even take a nap after we got into the rooms&#8230;and now I sit here trying to figure out how to recharge so I can take advantage of this wonderful opportunity I&#8217;ve been given&#8230;still feel like crap right now and had trouble just getting up off the bed a few minutes ago&#8230;I know I&#8217;m 73 but I should be able to do this one little thing for her&#8230;to dig down deeper and mask how I&#8217;m feeling&#8230;I mean it&#8217;s only for 11 more days and I should be able to suck it up and go..going to try like hell to get going&#8230;I am so disappointed in myself&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Those are 4 words I never thought I&#8217;d ever say&#8230;and I feel so bad that I let my daughter down by not being able to go like she can&#8230; the lack of sleep and go, go, go the past three days has drained every drop of energy out of me and screwed me up so &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=35168\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I can&#8217;t keep up&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-35168","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35168","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=35168"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35168\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35169,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35168\/revisions\/35169"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=35168"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=35168"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=35168"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}