{"id":5128,"date":"2012-06-08T17:39:48","date_gmt":"2012-06-08T21:39:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=5128"},"modified":"2012-06-08T17:39:48","modified_gmt":"2012-06-08T21:39:48","slug":"no-political-one","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=5128","title":{"rendered":"No political one&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;it was a day today that was almost completely gray&#8230;it should have been fun&#8230;driving the new car out to GH to look at the water with the top down with good music playing&#8230;but I feel just so flat, so lifeless that I couldn&#8217;t enjoy anything today. And, it continues now&#8230;I broke my reading glasses and now they are held together with the leftover duct tape from the old car and that is how I feel today&#8230;like I&#8217;m held together with duct tape and it could unravel at any time&#8230;.I know it&#8217;s temporary but I am getting so tired of never smiling, of never getting that feeling in your chest when life is just good and you want more of it&#8230;so, tonight will be a cocktail night and I&#8217;ll lick the wounds and try to start again tomorrow&#8230;.and try to live up to my potential&#8230;I know, a weird thing to say for someone my age&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;it was a day today that was almost completely gray&#8230;it should have been fun&#8230;driving the new car out to GH to look at the water with the top down with good music playing&#8230;but I feel just so flat, so lifeless that I couldn&#8217;t enjoy anything today. And, it continues now&#8230;I broke my reading glasses and &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=5128\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">No political one&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-5128","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5128","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5128"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5128\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5129,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5128\/revisions\/5129"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5128"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5128"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5128"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}