{"id":17202,"date":"2018-11-04T10:56:33","date_gmt":"2018-11-04T15:56:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=17202"},"modified":"2018-11-04T10:56:33","modified_gmt":"2018-11-04T15:56:33","slug":"hmmmm-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=17202","title":{"rendered":"Hmmmm&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;.sitting here waiting for the rain to stop to see if I can get out on the bike today but the wind is blowing about 25 right now so I just may take the day off&#8230;I am freaking out a little that today could be the last day that I don&#8217;t know I have a huge health problem and I guess I could look at that two ways&#8230;if I know, then I can get moving on treatment and maybe stay alive a few more years&#8230;but how is that going to change how I look at the world? I have been lucky to not have had any health problems at all really&#8230;.I guess I need to stop thinking about it until I know there is a problem&#8230;.but, there are not enough distractions right now to keep my brain occupied&#8230;and my stomach is already starting to give me problems with the diet change and not eating anything since about 6 last night&#8230;.okay, need a couple of deep breaths and to find a soccer match to watch&#8230;.and I need to stop whining&#8230;.and remember &#8220;it is what it is&#8221; and know that I&#8217;ve dealt with everything life has thrown at me and this is just one more thing&#8230;.more later&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;.sitting here waiting for the rain to stop to see if I can get out on the bike today but the wind is blowing about 25 right now so I just may take the day off&#8230;I am freaking out a little that today could be the last day that I don&#8217;t know I have a &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=17202\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Hmmmm&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-17202","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17202","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17202"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17202\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17203,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17202\/revisions\/17203"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}