{"id":19094,"date":"2019-10-28T06:35:03","date_gmt":"2019-10-28T10:35:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=19094"},"modified":"2019-10-28T06:35:03","modified_gmt":"2019-10-28T10:35:03","slug":"october-28th-10","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=19094","title":{"rendered":"October 28th"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;crap&#8230;.haven&#8217;t had a bout of depression for quite a while now but it came back yesterday and continues today and I&#8217;m not sure why&#8230;everything is going okay with the house and the fence is going to be done in the next couple of days&#8230;well&#8230;that&#8217;s not true&#8230;the faucets in the tub are dripping and I can&#8217;t figure out how to get them apart and put new washers in them and that is going to mean paying a plumber a couple of hundred bucks to take them apart&#8230;and I really think that heating this place is going to be ridiculously expensive even with keeping it 66 in here&#8230;.and I can&#8217;t find a winter car that I want and can afford&#8230;.and I am just so damn tired&#8230;.but, I now realize that the fatigue is part of the depression and it has been going on for a couple of weeks now&#8230;.and I think part of it is the realization that my new situation is pretty temporary and in a few months I have to start the house search for one of my own and then go through the fixing process all over again&#8230;and I&#8217;m not sure if I have the capability to do that again&#8230;.just getting damn old and I don&#8217;t like it&#8230;and I am just so damn tired&#8230;.more later&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;crap&#8230;.haven&#8217;t had a bout of depression for quite a while now but it came back yesterday and continues today and I&#8217;m not sure why&#8230;everything is going okay with the house and the fence is going to be done in the next couple of days&#8230;well&#8230;that&#8217;s not true&#8230;the faucets in the tub are dripping and I can&#8217;t &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=19094\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">October 28th<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-19094","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19094","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19094"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19094\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19095,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19094\/revisions\/19095"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19094"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19094"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19094"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}