{"id":25485,"date":"2022-07-10T13:42:48","date_gmt":"2022-07-10T17:42:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=25485"},"modified":"2022-07-10T13:42:48","modified_gmt":"2022-07-10T17:42:48","slug":"cant-stop-rushing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=25485","title":{"rendered":"Can&#8217;t stop rushing&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;I really do think I have a problem&#8230;I just can&#8217;t stop rushing to do things when I have absolutely no reason to&#8230;.just this morning, I rushed out of here to get the first bike ride in before the F1 race started but then, knowing I wanted to hit the beach, I skipped the race at about halfway and suited up and went to the beach&#8230;but then I got antsy and headed back here about 1 since I needed to water the gardens with another race on at 3&#8230;.just don&#8217;t know how to relax and that really sucks&#8230;.and it is probably why I&#8217;m going to start working on this place again after this week&#8230;I would really like to have a few days of doing nothing but there is no damn way I can do that&#8230;really, I don&#8217;t know if I ever could as I think about it&#8230;maybe I need to see a shrink? An entire life of going hard all the time has ruined me&#8230;.I can&#8217;t stop riding or I&#8217;ll balloon up to 250 pounds and I can&#8217;t stop working on the yard or I&#8217;ll lose all of the work I&#8217;ve done in the past year&#8230;and I can&#8217;t just leave the house as it is and live&#8230;.need to think about this for a while&#8230;damn&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;I really do think I have a problem&#8230;I just can&#8217;t stop rushing to do things when I have absolutely no reason to&#8230;.just this morning, I rushed out of here to get the first bike ride in before the F1 race started but then, knowing I wanted to hit the beach, I skipped the race at &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=25485\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Can&#8217;t stop rushing&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-25485","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25485","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25485"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25485\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25486,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25485\/revisions\/25486"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25485"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25485"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25485"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}