{"id":26416,"date":"2022-11-12T08:53:35","date_gmt":"2022-11-12T13:53:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=26416"},"modified":"2022-11-12T08:53:47","modified_gmt":"2022-11-12T13:53:47","slug":"the-decison-was-made-for-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=26416","title":{"rendered":"The decision was made for me&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;just as I was digging out my big gloves to get on the bike, it started to rain\/snow so the decision where to ride was made for me&#8230;it will be an inside day today or I may even just say the hell with it and take the day off&#8230;it is a little funny that with me losing all the weight, I have that sagging skin on my abdomen that people get after fast weight loss&#8230;.and it looks pretty strange&#8230;.I really don&#8217;t want to ride today&#8230;.but I will&#8230;.and I need a reset about that&#8230;it seems that everything I do is focused on my weight and that is pretty unhealthy&#8230;.but that has been a lifelong thing&#8230;I remember when I was in my 20&#8217;s that I would skip eating for days to try to get it under control&#8230;and very seldom being successful&#8230;.I wonder what it would be like to be able to eat like a normal person? I&#8217;m always under 1500 calories a day and many days under 1000 and normal people are supposed to be able to eat 2500 a day and maintain their weight&#8230;.but not me&#8230;.I&#8217;m just damn tired of all of it&#8230;I would love to just get cleaned up and park myself on the couch with soccer on in the background and read some more&#8230;man, that seems pretty attractive right now&#8230;.oh, well&#8230;running out of days to do that&#8230;.and that sucks, too&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;just as I was digging out my big gloves to get on the bike, it started to rain\/snow so the decision where to ride was made for me&#8230;it will be an inside day today or I may even just say the hell with it and take the day off&#8230;it is a little funny that with &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=26416\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The decision was made for me&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-26416","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26416","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26416"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26416\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26418,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26416\/revisions\/26418"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26416"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26416"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26416"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}