{"id":3193,"date":"2011-07-27T11:15:02","date_gmt":"2011-07-27T15:15:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=3193"},"modified":"2011-07-27T11:16:12","modified_gmt":"2011-07-27T15:16:12","slug":"more-wandering-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=3193","title":{"rendered":"More wandering&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;.heard this lyric on the bike ride &#8220;now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything&#8221;&#8230;.and, while I know it was a romantic lament from &#8220;Black&#8221; by Pearl Jam, I was struck by how it was a such a great descriptor of where my life sits at this very moment&#8230;.and I still struggle to understand how age trumps everything that you&#8217;ve accomplished in your life&#8230;shouldn&#8217;t it be that all of that experience and education means something? Oh, well&#8230;I won&#8217;t bore you with any more musings about that&#8230;I&#8217;ve already done that enough&#8230;.I&#8217;ve had this uneasiness that has settled over me the past couple of weeks and I know the core of it is this question &#8220;what if I never find another job?&#8221; This is a brand new sensation to me and I really don&#8217;t know how to cope with it yet&#8230;.cripes, more musings&#8230;have to stop that.<\/p>\n<p>I was going to talk about politics in this one but since I&#8217;m running behind in the count this month, I&#8217;m going to leave that for a later one today&#8230;probably in about an hour so come back after lunch&#8230;you really didn&#8217;t want to work anyway, did you?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;.heard this lyric on the bike ride &#8220;now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything&#8221;&#8230;.and, while I know it was a romantic lament from &#8220;Black&#8221; by Pearl Jam, I was struck by how it was a such a great descriptor of where my life sits at this very moment&#8230;.and I still struggle &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=3193\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">More wandering&#8230;.<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-3193","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-misc","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3193","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3193"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3193\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3195,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3193\/revisions\/3195"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3193"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3193"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3193"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}