Well…the pattern continues…up at 5am but today I was able to get back to sleep til almost 6:30 but that hasn’t helped how worn out I feel…and I need to get on the bike right now to get on schedule for the day…it is supposed t be our first day of 80+ temps so I may be able to open this place up and air it out today…but the first ride will be indoors since it is only 46 right now but then I should be able to get outdoors as soon as that is done…I think I’m due for an easy day of only two rides soon but the guilt won’t let me do that yet…need to figure out meals for the week but I really have no taste for anything…can make some chili dogs and bean burritos I guess but that is all food that is bad for me but at my age, I wonder if that means anything anymore? I have to get started selling the old car but that is not something I want to do right now…maybe I’ll just give the damn thing away and avoid having to deal with it…I do feel like I should be driving the new car but, as I’ve said before, it is pretty pathetic that I don’t have anywhere to go…not much to do today…just need to get moving to start but that needs more coffee and that takes time I don’t have…crap…more later…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Well…the pattern continues…up at 5am but today I was able to get back to sleep til almost 6:30 but that hasn’t helped how worn out I feel…and I need to get on the bike right now to get on schedule for the day…it is supposed t be our first day of 80+ temps so I … Continue reading May 12th<\/span>