{"id":35214,"date":"2026-09-27T12:02:00","date_gmt":"2026-09-27T16:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=35214"},"modified":"2026-09-27T12:02:00","modified_gmt":"2026-09-27T16:02:00","slug":"crap-im-getting-depressed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=35214","title":{"rendered":"Crap&#8230;I&#8217;m getting depressed&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Well&#8230;crap&#8230;starting to feel depression coming on and it&#8217;s the last thing I need right now&#8230;I wonder if it&#8217;s from the stress of the trip? And then you say &#8220;how the hell can you be depressed when you are in Italy?&#8221; I did get a nice new leather wallet yesterday that is really cool and makes my bag smell good so maybe I can think about that? And all the fun we&#8217;ve had and are going to have in Rome? And I tried to pay my daughter for my end of the trip but she said to buy air conditioning for my house instead&#8230;could that be part of it? Cripes, I&#8217;ve paid my way my whole life and now she gives me this trip and the UK one and I don&#8217;t know how to act&#8230;but that&#8217;s on me and I just need to get over it&#8230;it is nice to spend time with her and I wonder if this probably being the last time is part of it? Whatever it is it&#8217;s my job to not let this bleed over into the rest of the trip and ruin it&#8230;yow! This is like a therapy session&#8230;how the hell can I be 73 years old and still feel unsure&#8230;man, it really is a bitch getting old&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;crap&#8230;starting to feel depression coming on and it&#8217;s the last thing I need right now&#8230;I wonder if it&#8217;s from the stress of the trip? And then you say &#8220;how the hell can you be depressed when you are in Italy?&#8221; I did get a nice new leather wallet yesterday that is really cool and makes &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=35214\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Crap&#8230;I&#8217;m getting depressed&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-35214","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35214","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=35214"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35214\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35215,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35214\/revisions\/35215"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=35214"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=35214"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=35214"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}