Well…it was a night out with G last night and no arguments but there was an undercurrent of uneasiness on my part that things could deteriorate at any moment and I was unsure of how I was going to react to it….I felt kind of fake at times talking of innocuous topics that had no real meaning, just going through the motions…more of what my life has become lately and I’m not sure what to do about it or if there is anything I can do about it…oh, well…I guess I’ll just keep putting one foot in front of the other and see what happens….I didn’t get to the political one yesterday, as you know, but with the repub primaries today, I may just be able to do better today….not much to do today…I think it will be a cleaning day since the spiders are back and I am tired of looking at them…and I will get back on the bike later and I hope that will be a mood raiser….more later…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Well…it was a night out with G last night and no arguments but there was an undercurrent of uneasiness on my part that things could deteriorate at any moment and I was unsure of how I was going to react to it….I felt kind of fake at times talking of innocuous topics that had no … Continue reading March 6th<\/span>