{"id":6449,"date":"2013-02-23T17:38:42","date_gmt":"2013-02-23T22:38:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=6449"},"modified":"2013-02-23T17:38:42","modified_gmt":"2013-02-23T22:38:42","slug":"just-cant-write-about-the-crazy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=6449","title":{"rendered":"Just can&#8217;t write about the crazy&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;I&#8217;m sure you&#8217;ve grown tired of my rantings about the right here in the US and I really do think that the act of writing about the crazy is contributing to the malaise that I feel&#8230;so, I &#8216;m going to give myself and you a break today and not write about it&#8230;.so, what else to write? There was a race on today where one of the cars almost went into the stands and spectators were hurt&#8230;that was like a punch and is moving me closer and closer to giving up racing&#8230;.I did have a nice lunch with T today but I am a little concerned that my depressed state is going to make her not want to do that much any more&#8230;and that would be a shame&#8230;it&#8217;s like I was telling Tom the other day&#8230;I just don&#8217;t feel like I fit anywhere anymore&#8230;like I&#8217;m living outside of time and just observing no matter where I go or what I do&#8230;yeah, I know that sounds strange but it is as close of a description as I can give&#8230;.okay, this one is deteriorating into a &#8220;poor me&#8221; so I&#8217;ll stop&#8230;.I&#8217;ll be back for more tomorrow and probably back to the crazy&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well&#8230;I&#8217;m sure you&#8217;ve grown tired of my rantings about the right here in the US and I really do think that the act of writing about the crazy is contributing to the malaise that I feel&#8230;so, I &#8216;m going to give myself and you a break today and not write about it&#8230;.so, what else to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/?p=6449\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Just can&#8217;t write about the crazy&#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[41],"class_list":["post-6449","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life","tag-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6449","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6449"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6449\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6450,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6449\/revisions\/6450"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6449"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6449"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jamesdevol.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6449"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}