Well…have been shoveling the food down today to see if that’s what the problem is with being exhausted all the time…it appears to be helping some since I am still upright at almost 3pm and I don’t feel like melting into the couch…so far so good so I’ll keep it up for a few days to see if I’m on the right path or not…it’s been a pretty good day today with getting the rides and weight work done early, then I made a run out to Kohl’s to see if they had any clearance sales on so I could get some new clothes for Italy but they didn’t and I came home empty handed…then I got on doing laundry and just put that away and now I’m done for the afternoon until I have to make dinner…finished up a book today and have another one to start right now so I think I will…

Well…I really do think there is something wrong with me that I may need to talk to my doctors about…have been just so exhausted lately and yesterday it got so bad that I burned a covid test to see if that may be it… but no, no covid so that leaves me trying to figure it out…I wonder if it’s from having a lot of coffee for weeks and then cutting back to my normal 6 cups yesterday? Going to continue that today with just having the leftovers from one pot of coffee I made yesterday…I wonder if it could be from the new statin I’ve been taking for a couple of weeks? All I know is that I’ve never had so little energy that I can remember…maybe I need to eat more…who the hell knows? We did get a nice bit of rain yesterday afternoon and I even had puddles in my lawn from it…it won’t break the drought but I’ll take anything I can get so I don’t have to water and spend huge money to keep it alive…going to start prepping the back door trim today so I can paint it tomorrow but I need to see if my exterior paint is still good since I painted last year…or I’ll need to get another gallon…okay, need to have a bagel before I do the weight work to try to fuel today….more later….

Well…if you listened to the thunder, you would think we had a real gully washer out here…but it rained a little but we needed 20 times that much to get even close to breaking the drought…and today was the last day with a chance of rain for the next two weeks so the lawn is as good as dead…oh, well…am still worn out even with not getting up til after 6am this morning and I really don’t know what the hell is going on…I did cut back on the caffeine today with only doing half of what was in the coffee maker instead of making more like I’ve been doing for a couple of weeks now…so maybe this is just a rebound from that? I did read and article yesterday that said drinking 5cups of coffee a day lowers you risk of liver problems by almost 50% including cancer…so I guess now I have an excuse to pour it down…I did go out in the rain this morning but the raingear was way to hot to keep riding in so I took it off after half of the first ride…would rather get wet than sweat to death…way too humid to have that stuff on…okay, need to make some chicken tacos in a minute but I want to read more first….

Well…finally, I broke the 6am barrier this morning with not getting up til 6:07 and that is the first time I can remember that happening this year…not sure if that is going to mean anything about how I feel since I still feel tired but I haven’t had any coffee yet so that might mean something…still damn humid here and there is a line of rain coming in from the NW so it’s either wait til it ends or put the rain gear on and I’m leaning toward going out in the rain…but I need some coffee first and it’s going to be hard to just sit here for a bit…I’m normally already out on the bike but today looks like it won’t be til 7:30 or so…one of the small deer I’ve been watching since spring was hit by a car and killed yesterday and that sucks…I mean how the hell can you not see something that big? I hope there was lots of damage to the moron’s car…didn’t get anything done yesterday and with the rain, it looks like I’ll push painting the back door trim to tomorrow…it’s not going to rain again for the next 10 days so I’ll have time…I do need to cook some chicken thighs today for lunch to have with the leftover mashed potatoes and cut the chicken up for tacos but then I’ll be set for 4 days or so…need to vary my diet a bit and that might mean some pasta later in the week or maybe a pizza…not much to do today…just going to sit here and drink coffee for a while and then decide whether I want to get wet this morning….more later…

Well…was up at 4am this morning and it is just killing me since I’ve lost the ability to take naps in the afternoon…so now I’m sitting here just frickin worn out even though I didn’t do anything but ride the bike today…but tomorrow I’ll need to drag my but out to paint the back door trim since it’s peeling in the sun and needs paint badly…and I will need to cook tomorrow or put the thighs in the freezer…not sure what yet but I still have 3 meals of mashed potatoes to use to go with them…and I just need to cut up the chicken for chicken tacos that I cooked yesterday so that will be the 2nd meals for a few days…still damn humid here and I have the fan on to make it tolerable in here…yeah, I’m just grumpy from not sleeping and I sure have no idea how to fix that…so it will probably be another night of no sleep when I really should sleep for a whole day how tired I am…oh, well…

Well…damn, no sleep again last night and I am going to have to take a nap later today if I can…that is getting really old and I think the one cocktail I had last night did it so I won’t be doing that again…it stayed over 70 last night and it’s so damn humid that I’m sweating just sitting here but it’s not going to get much warmer today and that is not normal for this time of the year…don’t really think I ate enough yesterday so I really do need to have a bagel before I get on the bike here in a few minutes…need to get the rides in before the F1 race at 9am but I am getting tired of going so hard all the time…not going to take a day off but I may cut back to one ride some day just to give my legs a rest that they haven’t had in months…I am going to hit 4,000 miles for the year tomorrow and it looks like I’ll get to about 6K for the year and that will be the least miles I’ve ridden in year since I moved out here but maybe that’s enough…not many people my age can do that and I’m wondering if this is the start of my decline..sure hope not…more later…

Well…yeah, took it way too easy today…after doing the rides, all I did was watch races and read…didn’t even have to cook but I made a couple of chicken breasts to use for chicken tacos Monday…so, do I feel guilty? Yeah, a little since I know the trim on the back door needs to be painted…again…but I just didn’t feel like working on it today…maybe tomorrow…I do have to replace the seals in that door since the sun has dried them out and cracked them and they’ll need to be done before winter…the rides were really good this morning and it was fun to be out there…lots of people on the trails and I think people are figuring out my secret that I have been enjoying for 5 years now…the nicest trail I’ve ever ridden and the wildlife makes me laugh every day…even saw 14 turkey babies the other day on the road up to the beach being tended to by 3 females…pretty cool…going to try to go to the beach Monday but I just saw that the weather widget just said we are supposed to get an inch of rain Monday…ha,ha,ha…yeah, that’s never going to happen…it hasn’t rained out here in more than a month and it’s not going to start now…okay, want to go back to reading…

Well…you know, have I said I’m really tired of not sleeping…yeah, I think that’s funny, too…but I need to pour the coffee down and get my butt moving since it’s already 5:35 and I just heated my first cup of coffee…yeah, leftover coffee that I poured out of the carafe into my pourover to store it so I could set up a new pot since I know I’ll want some for the 2nd ride and there just wasn’t enough left over from trying to open my eyes yesterday…diddn’t get anything done yesterday and today will probably be the same…I do need to scrape the flaking paint off the back door trim again and I hope I have enough paint to paint it again for the 3rd time since I’ve lived here…don’t think I’ll water the lawn today since there is rain in the forecast for tonight and into Sunday but I’ll believe it when I see it…I did pull weeds in the lawn as I was moving the sprinkler around yesterday and I feel fortunate that I can still bend over to reach them…haven’t had to mow the lawn in three weeks since it stopped growing with the month long drought we are in…at least it’s 60 out here right now so I won’t need a fleece to ride this morning…as time goes on, sunrise gets later and later…duh…and it’s darker and darker when I go out a little after 6am every day…had a weird dream about broken sunglasses last night and gluing them back together which I do all the time with the cheapies I buy to ride…the ones in the dream were broken in 5 places and I didn’t have enough glue to fix them…and I was on vacation on a beach somewhere and that was weird…okay, time to get on the weight work to get it done before the rides….more later…

Well…it was a severely boring day today with no beach run or anything else but the bike rides and errands this morning…dropped my primary ballot off at the cop shop and hit the library then over to Meijers to pick up a prescription and then all I did the rest of the day was move the sprinklers and read…not sure if that accomplished enough but it’s all I did…didn’t even have to cook with leftovers for the next couple of days…I will have to put lots of chicken in the freezer tomorrow since I bought thighs and breasts this week and really don’t know what I want to cook…made 4 thighs yesterday and those ill last me through Sunday with the mashed potatoes I made so maybe I’ll make some potato soup Monday…or maybe some chicken tacos again…we’ll see…or maybe I’ll take a couple of days off eating just for the hell of it…who knows? I did figure out why the fan on my laptop wasn’t working and reset it to “cool” and it started to run for the first time in weeks and the computer is not overheating anymore…so that was cool…ha,ha…cool…need to heat up some food and read…

Well…that was a little weird….had some dreams last night that I ran over something with my car and tore the exhaust off it…and I can do without any ones like that…watered the lawn for the 2nd day in a row and will probably do it again today as I see money running out of the sprinklers and onto the ground…it’s another cold one out there with it only 54 this morning and I don’t think I’ll attempt going to the beach today because it won’t be above 70 this morning and it was pretty cold out there yesterday…I do need to drop my absentee ballot off and hit the library to get more books this morning then over to Meijers to pick up a prescription for one of my BP meds that I hope they called in after I called my doctor the other day…then the rest of the morning is just reading and cleaning a bit…have to freeze the chicken I bought Wed since there is no way I can get to it this week…need to stop buying food or eat more and I’m not sure which…have leftovers for the weekend so I don’t need to cook again til next week and I’m not sure what that would be yet…something with potatoes since I got 10 pounds for 2 bucks Wed and I may try my hand at scalloped potatoes for the first time….more later….