Well…another month starts and it starts with a pretty severe bout of depression and I felt it coming a couple of days ago…it’s only 50 out here and that means the errands are going to wait for a while so I can put the top down on the car…just so worn out today and I know part of it is only one meal yesterday but I don’t feel like eating…nothing sounds good…you know, life would be so much easier if I just threw the tomatoes away instead of worrying about how to use them before they spoil…that’s how depressed I am today…I do have to run out to Menards today to get a timer for the lights when I’m gone and then to the bank since I got an e-mail from them with some nonsense about my driver’s license….probably a scam but I need to stop there to make sure….got a few things done yesterday and I need to continue that today but I don’t know what that would be…not much to do today…just need to ease into it to see how bad the depression is going to be…and then put one foot in front of the other….so damn tired…more later….