Running late…bear with me….

Well…damn, running late, late, late today with working 5 1/2 hours on the bedroom and just finishing up…haven’t even looked at the news today so I haven’t been able to find a topic yet or eat lunch…and my right arm and hand just gave up on me so now I’m hitting the space bar with my left thumb it hurts so much not even using it…but I did get all of the plaster work and divot filling done…used up another 8 pound tub of the plaster filler I’ve been using and I am getting a little concerned about all of the dollars going out…spent 300 bucks on house stuff this month and that’s without the 3 gallons of paint I need to keep moving…glad I got the 400 dollar check for my insurance rebate but I still need to save for the 700 bucks going out in August for my car insurance…oh, well….need to go read some news so I can come back with a political one….more later…

April 4th

Well…that was better…slept pretty well last night and feel okay this morning and my eyes are better…at least I could read my tablet without resorting to having it two feet away and everything seems clear today so I’ll take it…but, I’m coughing like crazy so the trees must be starting to bloom and my allergies are going nuts….crap….I think my right shoulder is edging up to needing some rest since it hurts all the time now and I have more abuse to heap on it today and for the next few weeks as I get the bedroom ready to paint…I do need to plaster a couple of spots that I missed yesterday and I can’t figure that out…I mean one place as big as my hand is right next to one that I filled and I just had to shake my head about missing it….and I do need to do a corner and fill some of the bad skim coat on the ceiling that they ended a couple of inches before it hit the wall…so probably two batches of plaster today before I get to fixing the divots that I put in the walls scraping….we were supposed to get3-5 inches of snow last night but it looks like it stayed warm enough for it to be all rain…we even had a winter weather advisory on all night until noon today and I really, really hope it’s the last one for the spring….not much to do today….back on the bike again here in a few minutes and I hope to get all of the divots and holes in the walls filled so I can sand later in the week….I really can’t believe how many nail holes there are in the walls that were revealed when I removed the wallpaper….not sure if this is a contender for the worst room in the house after the mess that was the kitchen but it’s close…the trim was painted with the carpet in place and some of the old fibers are still stuck in the paint and I’ll have to get some really coarse sandpaper for my small sander to smooth that out…damn, there is still a lot of work to do in there…but it will be worth it when I move in….more later….

Now I have a work disorder…

Well…along with my other disorders, eating and sleeping…I now think I have a work disorder, too…you know that I normally take Sundays off to let my body heal and to just live for a bit every week but today I just couldn’t….so I got to work on the bedroom and got all of the plastering done that took about 3 hours…it looks okay but I think I do need to smooth it and maybe even fill a bit more later in the week after I give it a week or so to dry….I am still having problems getting the consistency of the plaster right and only having about 5 minutes from mixing to it setting up is a pain in the butt….so I had to make up 5 batches to fill the 10 places I needed to cover…but I am going to try to not be anal about it not being perfect…after figuring out that perfection is not what I’m after anymore…just clean and better than before is good enough…and that is really hard for me right now….and I can’t use my right hand much other than to do this…so I guess I do need to pay attention to that and maybe cut back a little on the work…but not much…

Hey Tucker, justify this….

Well…look, I want every Putin apologist asked to justify his cretin army murdering civilians as they are driven out of Ukraine…I’m looking at you, Tucker…you tiny little creep…go on the air now and continue your support for Putin…I dare you you soulless monster…after seeing the images of civilians with their hands tied behind their backs shot in the head and executed for the only reason that they are Ukrainians and their countrymen are kicking Putin’s ass, support him some more and twist yourself into pretzels blaming these murder victims for being murdered…and that goes for the rest of the repub Russian apologists….media, do your damn jobs and ask them this question every damn time they go on tv to lie and lie…and don’t stop until they stop going on the air…all of them are monsters and they deserve to pay for this….geez…

Going to start thinking differently…

Well….after I had a brainstorm yesterday, I think I’m going to start thinking differently about this house and what is acceptable as I clean it up and repair the big faults in the walls and everywhere else…I think I’m going to start thinking of this place as an old French chateau or an Italian villa instead of the pristine American house where it is necessary for everything to be perfect…when you look at some of those old European houses, they seem to embrace the age and flaws in brick work, walls and floors instead of covering them up and trying to make them perfect….and that is part of the character of those old houses…now, this one is not 150 years old or sitting on a hill in Provance but I can treat it as it is and take my mantra of letting the next owner make it perfect to it’s logical conclusion….is this a rationalization for not wanting to spend the time or money to make this place perfect? Yes, it is….but it also serves the purpose of quieting the guilt for running out of steam as I get older and as I stare at the huge missing pieces of the plaster skim coat in the big bedroom that I know will still be visible when I’m done with them….and I do need a way to accept how they come out no matter how good or bad…so, I’ll give that a try and see how it works….may change it tomorrow…who knows?

April 3rd

Well…man, I feel lousy this morning and I hurt even more than normal and that is getting pretty tiring….and I’m getting tired of my eyes being full of crap and blurry in the mornings and I think I’m edging toward changing up my allergy meds to try to fix that…or I may even have to see an eye doctor to see what is going on…it was a little nicer going out for the paper today but it’s supposed to start raining and snowing again after the 3 inches of snow we got out here yesterday…luckily it all melted overnight but it is still damn depressing that it is still snowing in April…and it’s not supposed to get warm,other than Tuesday, until next week but then it goes right back into the 40′s again and that will last until almost the end of April and that really, really sucks….I need to get started on the border for the garden here soon and get the veggies planted downstairs…or I may just wait til I can get them already started this year….and I need to get the seeds for the perennials I want to plant around the house and get them planted in the next couple of weeks so I’ll have flowers when it gets warmer…and I need to repair the fence and rake up the leaves since the yard waste pick up starts this week….so I really do need to get my butt in gear on the bedroom this week but I’m feeling a little overwhelmed with everything that needs to be done in there….the door alone is going to take 3 days or so…and I’m tired…not much to do today…I do need a day off but I may have to skip them starting next week…I guess I could do the plaster today but I really don’t feel like it right now…maybe after more coffee….more later…

Lynyrd Skynyrd is dead to me…

Well…sitting here watching a Roger Waters concert and the good that he is trying to do through his music, and that took me to the asshole Johnny VanZant, who reformed LS after Ronnie was killed in a plane crash in 1977…and they were nothing more than mediocre after that…and now he is writing songs to support Ron DeSantis of Florida and his hatred of the LGBTQ community…and he goes on and on and one how great ole Ron is….the typical fascist crap and you can bet this moron is a maga asshole, too….so, as of today, Lynyrd Skynyrd is dead to me…and anyone who thinks that ole ronnie is the new savior of the US as Johnny does can go right to hell with him….

I hate dust….

Well…I hate dust….and after eating it all morning, I hate it even more but it had to be done to make progress on the bedroom…had all of the plaster patches that were just slapped into place that needed smoothing but the sander wouldn’t dent them so I took my grinder with a 60 grit flap disc on it and that worked…but I had to run the box fan on high pointing out the window to be able to see anything in there and it looked like the house was on fire with how much dust was blowing out of the room….and I had to hit another 5 places where there were ugly patches so I was pretty white with dust by the time I was done….and then I had to sand all of the paint that was left on the walls to smooth it out for painting…still will be able to see some of it since I’m not going to to sand it all off…and it took me almost a half hour to clean up all that dust….and had to clean the filter on my shop vac 4 times as I cleaned to keep the suction working….did I mention I hate dust? But now I’m done for the day other than some light cleaning in a bit…I do need to take something for the pain in my hand that always comes after I use the sander, even though I used my left hand a lot today…just hurt too damn much….maybe more later…

Come over to our side…

Well…I wonder when business is going to get a damn clue that the repubs are not the party of business anymore? After Disney objected to the hatred that DeSantis and his cronies in Florida passed in the “don’t say gay” bill that the Florida idiot signed last week, almost every damn repub across the country along with all of the personalities on fox news have started to threaten Disney and almost every damn business they don’t like with retaliation for them speaking out against the hate. Now, it’s always been okay for business to keep the cash flowing to the repubs and it is perfectly fine with them if they support their racist, homophobic hate, but if they do anything to be inclusive and to say that “hey, maybe it’s not a good idea to hate on Americans”…that is the last straw and the fascists in the repub party threaten to ruin them. So, I have suggestion for business in this country…come over to our side where we don’t retaliate against opinions that differ from ours…now, I will say that hate, homophobia, misogyny, and criminal behavior is not acceptable to us, but we will listen and try to make the US a better place for all Americans…not just the white, straight ones that the repubs think are the only people that deserve to live their lives…and guess what? I’ll bet a lot of these people are your customers or are like me who is and old white, straight guy who thinks that everyone should have the same rights to  aspire to happiness…not just the chosen few that the repubs favor…and it’s a lot easier over here…no crazies spouting Q bullshit all day….so, come on over…the water’s fine….

April 2nd

Well…that was early…out of bed at 5:34 this morning but I feel okay so I can live with it….and my eyes are better today but the allergies continue to get worse as the days go on and I’m not sure if the little red allergy meds are going to do it any more….darn….and I have another long day of work on the bedroom today where I have to go over all of the walls with a sanding block to make sure I have all of the residue off the walls and can start working on the repairs…I am damn tired of dust…every day I work around here, I put another coat of dust everywhere no matter how much I do to try to contain it…and I am looking forward to the summer and not working on anything that will make dust…I have let this place go and haven’t done any of the normal cleaning that I should be doing so it looks like I won’t have my Sunday off like I have been doing to heal up after working all week….but I will stay off the bike at least…I am still really sore after the work this week and I wonder if I should just power through the bedroom and get it done…but, the door needs to come off and the door frame is going to take a good day or two to repair it since it has dripping paint glopped all over it…I do have to remember that I have until the end of May to finish both the bathroom and the bedroom and will need to get paint for both this week…so I’m going to spend around 60 bucks on paint this week with needing two greys and another gallon of white…ugh….not much to do today….hope to be done with what I want to do by noon or so today and I may clean the stove up after cooking for lunch since it has dust all over it from peeling the wallpaper off the bedroom….how that happens with the door closed and a fan blowing out the window, I don’t know…more later….