Well…not sure if it’s depression but I am just so damn tired of doing the things needed to maintain this body as I age…I mean I’ve lived out here for almost 4 years and I don’t know where the McDonalds, Burger King, or Taco Bell even is…and it’s been over 7 years since I’ve had any fast food…and I can’t even try my favorite foods anymore…chips…have loved potato chips since I was little but can’t tolerate the salt with my BP so high…and I spend my days figuring out how to get at least three rides in every day…I long for the days when I could just let it unfold and fool around…but that won’t be today…I don’t have to cook with the last of the potato soup to use and still lots of the big ham to have for dinner…probably shouldn’t be having ham either since it is salty, too…but where do I draw the line? Think I’ll steam some cauliflower with the ham for dinner later…yeah, that’s where I’m at now…it is just so much work to be old…and I’m tired…more later…