Well…it was a long day yesterday and the glimmers of feeling better have vanished this morning as I fall back into the no energy state that I’ve been in for the past week…..it didn’t help that there was no sleep last night but I’m sure that’s not all of it….I do have some things to do today and I’m not sure how that is going to go…lunch with T and then out to Cascade for a few minutes an then out with C for a couple…I’m already looking forward to having all of it done and getting back here this evening…more later…

Well…this is starting to get annoying…still feel crappy today and there is no reason for it other than I must have a bug of some sort…I’m already exhausted and all I’ve done is get up….so, today is going to be another lay low day and all I’m going to do is get groceries and then take it easy…it was a spider alert night last night and it was kind of creepy to have one of them land on my face when I was sleeping…which woke me up and then I had a heck of a time getting back to sleep…so, there were no dreams to speak of…I do have a sore throat this morning so I am really hoping that this is a bug…and not something serious that will mean a trip to the doctor…can’t afford that…oh, well…I’m about done for now but will be back later for more…

Well…it was a long day yesterday with going out to play pool with Tom in the aft then meeting up with G for a couple in the evening…and then I stayed up late to watch the Chelsea/Barcelona match but got up at the normal time so I am worn out today…and not feeling this right now so I am going to stop here now and go back to the ice water and the couch for a few minutes….back later for more…

Okay….back for a few minutes after taking a little nap to try to recharge some from yesterday and I do feel better…might have to make some coffee for the entire process to complete itself and that would be okay…I think today will be a recovery day since whatever has been taking all my energy is still working somewhat and I just don’t feel normal….so, I guess I’ll work out and get a bike ride in this morning and then just lay low for the rest of the day….I will be back for more since I am really behind and the end of the month is coming up fast…

Well…it was a non descript day yesterday with not a lot to say about it…stayed in since G had to study for her exams this week and that was not a bad thing…I still feel a little crappy today and I know it’s a bug of some sort…..it may be bad allergies since I am itching like crazy all over like my skin is dry…I may try taking an allergy pill today to see if it will go away….I did get a bike ride in yesterday and that was a good thing but who knows about today…it is supposed to be windy and I really hate that…but I’m going to try…not much to do today…it is a pool day but that is about it…..I am going to go out for the papers again today since it is nice to start the day that way….I will try to come back for another…more later…

Well…it was a lost day yesterday since I was feeling so crappy…not sure what the heck it was but I think I still have it today…I’m still coughing and warm so there must be a reason…could be allergies but I haven’t been out of here in a couple of days so I’m not sure about that…I did sleep okay last night but again, no dreams to speak of…I have been really lazy about doing this and I think I’m about 5 behind for the month so I will be getting to it today and trying to get caught up…so, that means I have to go out and get the papers or I won’t have enough to talk about….didn’t even ride the bike yesterday with the winds almost 20…it just makes it so unpleasant that it isn’t fun…might have another day like that today but we’ll see…not much to do today….what happens will hinge on whether I feel better today or not….right now, it looks like I might feel better but I won’t know for a while…more later…

Well…it was a day yesterday but I made some cash so that was a plus….and I feel okay today after taking care of myself and getting a long ride in but where the heck are the 70 degree temps that we had last month? It is getting to be a pain to go out still in a sweatshirt and having my hands be cold….it is Sunday and I really have nothing to do today but clean the bathroom and watch Man U..but the F1 race is on, too, and that makes it a little difficult….I did sleep okay but no dreams to speak of…and that makes it boring…but, I’m used to it…okay…going back to the race…I’ll be back later for more…

Well….running normally for a Saturday but there is a huge amount of disappointment weighing on me with the Wings loss last night putting them out of the playoffs…..not sure why this affects me so much but going out in the first round means that there will be big changes to the team next year and I am always uneasy when that happens….oh, well…I’m still broke and looking for work and will probably will be for a while so I guess I should focus on that…I did have the day off from riding yesterday since it rained all day but today will be different with the sun shining already….I do have to wait for the temp to come up, though, since it is in the 30′s and I just don’t want to be cold….I did make a whole wheat crust pizza yesterday and it was not up to my expectations so I think I’ll save that flour for making bread instead….and the crust stuck to my pan and I ruined it trying to get it unstuck….never happened with normal flour…not much to do today….have a couple of errands to run this morning and then not much else….I may try to come back later for another one but that will hinge on how I feel….

Well….I didn’t come back for a second one yesterday since I went out to shoot pool with Tom in the aft…and I even won the week but that took me away from being healthy and I feel like crap today….so this one is going to be short for now…I didn’t eat nearly enough yesterday and that takes away all of my energy…so, I think I’ll even have breakfast today…not sure what it will be but I do need to do something…I am really craving a bagel with cream cheese but I don’t think I’ll get some…more later…

Okay…after the papers and a couple of cups of coffee, I’m back to try to do my job…it is such a dark, melancholy day today that I’m not sure how successful I’m going to be with this…and I seem to be on some weird emotional roller coaster that has me every which way this morning…and now the rain has started and the sound that is normally comforting has a grating edge to it like the world is trying to piss me off for some reason….or, I’m just on edge from yesterday…not that anything happened out of the ordinary….it’s like just being is a lot of work today….hmmmm…….well…I will be back in a while to do one on the Wings and maybe some politics…who knows?

Well…it was a pretty good day yesterday and I had some unexpected money come in so I am going to go crazy at the grocery store this morning…not crazy, really, but I am going to restock the pantry and freezer and get the ingredients to make homemade pizza tomorrow….I think I’m going to try whole wheat flour to make it healthier when I make my own crust….I feel pretty good today with the liver and kidneys getting a rest this week…I really do think I’ll extend my fast into next week since I keep getting up and feeling better every day….it is already 56 degrees outside so I will get the bike ride in early today and maybe even do the 30 that I have been avoiding with it being a little too cold over the past week or so….not much to do today….I am going to splurge on the papers this morning and I am so looking forward to feeling the newsprint in my hands while I listen to music and have coffee…and I will be back for a political one since my lucidity has returned…yay…

Well…I really try to not do filler ones just to reach my numbers for the month but there are times that I just want to noodle around and see what happens…something like a musician that just jams a little to see what happens…now, I’m surely not comparing myself a musician since I really don’t have that talent…although, I was first chair in the middle school band playing the cornet for about a day…but, that’s another story for another time…oh, back to the noodling thing…it’s been a weird couple of weeks without much motivation to do the things that I should be doing…like cleaning, or looking for work and the discouragement of looking for so long with no results is starting to wear on me….so, I’ve a taken a few days off to just feel better and get my brain working again with some success…and I do feel better after trying to stay healthier over the past week and it feels so good I think I’ll keep it up for another…I do have to start thinking about a new car of some sort since the Mazda is dying at an ever increasing pace and I will not put any more money into it….so, how do I find a Miata for under 4 grand? Not sure yet but I am going to give it a try…okay….that’s about it for now…I could do more of these later if the urge strikes…