Well…have been just lazing around here today and nothing has really grabbed me enough to write about in politics so I thought I’d just noodle again and see what happens…I did see two deer on the trail that were almost red in color and that was kind of strange…not the normal brown at all….the bike has been working great and not squeaking at all and the rear tire has not gone flat so I must not have damaged the tube…I have been waiting for the sun to come out so project even the tan can continue but with no much luck today…might try it here in a minute since there are now shadows….okay…going to try it…more later….

Well….running late again today and it is just because I’ve decided to slow the day down, enjoy the coffee, and try to get relaxed a little..it is so tiring feeling that I need to get things done and going at it like a job…so, today there will be no looking for work…just going to let the day come as it does and try to get back to enjoying life…it was an okay day yesterday but didn’t accomplish a thing and that is starting to annoy me…but not enough to do anything about it…yet….I did see that I can get t-bone steaks for 3.99 a pound at a little store on 28th street and I just may go and get a few…haven’t had a steak in a long time and it may be good to splurge a little….not much to do today…I was going to wash the car but not sure if I am motivated enough to do it…who knows? more later…

Well…running really, really late today and, for once, I have a good excuse…my internet was down until a few minutes ago so there was nothing to do about it…but, I’m running again and it feels good so I’ll get to it…had the worst energy day in a long time yesterday and I know it was from the 4 days of only 1000 cals or so each day…so, yesterday was eat everything in sight day and I got all the way up to 1800 before I just couldn’t eat any more…feel much better today so I think I’ll keep it up for a couple of days and see how I feel…it is really hard for me to eat that much, though,…maybe I have some kind of eating disorder….slept okay last night and no red Miata dreams so that was a plus…not much to do today…making some chicken for lunch with a new marinade to go with the potato salad I made yesterday…still trying to find out what is missing from it but I am getting close…more later…

Well…I survived the first and paid the rent but I still have that nagging thing in the back of my head about continuing to be able to do it…it was an okay day yesterday but still no movement on getting things done around here and I am trying hard to not beat myself up about it…maybe today if it keeps raining…and I may even take a day off the bike today…well…no, that won’t happen even though it should with my legs being so dead and hard…will go over 1K later in the week but I am so far behind I won’t get to last year’s totals….slept okay but that damn red Miata was there again…not sure what that is trying to tell me…not much to do today…going to try to make a good redskin potato salad today but that is about it…more later….

Well…it was an okay day yesterday but didn’t do much…I probably should have but there was just no motivation…and today is the first, my least favorite day of the month which will keep me pretty low for the day at least…slept okay but had one small dream about the Miata and accidents but it wasn’t my Miata…it was a red one and that was pretty weird…I do have a few things to do today starting with getting my hair cut since it is looking pretty shaggy and I was going to wash the car but it is supposed to rain tomorrow so it looks like wed instead…it looks like I’ll get over a thousand miles on the bike by the weekend and it has been working great so maybe I should hold my breath? Back later for more…

Well…sitting here watching the F1 race that is on a channel that I get but it just went to a SC so I thought I’d get this one done..it was an okay day yesterday but I didn’t do much…did make a little cash so there will be groceries again this week…I did sleep okay and I had dreams that the slave cylinder on the car was leaking….so, I guess I need to replace the damn things this week so I won’t be thinking about them anymore….not much to do today…if I get ambitious, I might wash the car or clean the kitchen…not sure yet, though…might just take the last day of the month and veg it out…more later…

Well…as you can see, I didn’t come back for another one yesterday since G called and wanted to go to the casino…and this trip really has cured me from wanting to do that ever again..dropped 30 bucks and won a total of 6 cents…not too much fun really but it was nice to get out among people for a while…and, I even lost at pool, too, so I guess yesterday was just a loser day all around….I did have the back tire on the bike de-laminate yesterday, too…man, lots of stuff happened…but I did get a new one and I am going to get out on the bike here real soon…not much to do today…other than ride the bike…I do need to clean the kitchen but that is about it…more later…

Well…running late again today…had to go out for supplies and wanted to get it done before I got to the normal parts of the day…slept okay last night but it has been so long since I’ve had any dreams that I think they may be gone permanently…and that would be too bad…I did have a surprise on the trail yesterday heading into the park that I ride through…there was a frickin swat team there blocking off entrance looking for a ‘distraught” guy…and the first thing that popped into my head was yeah, he should be distraught if a swat team in full gear and rifles was looking for him…and the family never said he was armed so why the overkill? Again, I don’t think rolling out the pseudo army every time anything happens is the right thing to do…why not just walk in there and talk to the guy? Not much to do today….need to get the bike ride in but that is about it…and pool, of course…need to run the car a little hard today since I haven’t been driving much….more later…

Well…I am running really late and it is all my fault..out with G for a couple and then back here for cocktails made getting moving this morning more of a chore than I like it to be…but then, I have to remember that my schedule is self-imposed and I don’t need to feel guilty about being late…but guilt is such a great motivator for me…without it, I’d weigh 300 pounds and never get off the couch…I did skip the drive with the Miata folks yesterday since I haven’t paid my dues yet and didn’t want to be a free rider…and the car museum wasn’t even open so I couldn’t understand driving there…slept pretty crappy last night since I didn’t run the air trying to save money…what a pain…not much to do today…just need to get moving an get the workout in and then get on the bike…more later…

Well…as you can see, things are a little out of synch this morning but I had to do the piece on Wendy Davis first while the hope and outrage was still fresh….it was an okay day yesterday…got a few things done but not enough of them…but, there is always today to try again…slept okay and with no cocktails, I feel pretty good…and I think part of it is really trying to eat more to keep fueled up…got to almost 1800 cals yesterday and am going to try to keep it up today…I never knew that eating was going to be such hard work. I did slash the end of my nose with my thumbnail showering after the ride yesterday…looks like I took a knife to it…bled like crazy and now I look pretty damaged…oh, well….not much to do today…might take a drive with the Miata club later but won’t if it’s raining…drives should be with the top down…oh, and the supreme court is going to rule on DOMA and prop 8 today but with the gutting of the VRA yesterday…I have little hope that the gay and lesbian members of our society will be granted the full rights that everyone else has….