Well…if you were here yesterday, you saw that I am doing a “week of Me” this week leading up to my birthday next week…and that will mean not counting calories, and doing what I want without the normal rules that I use for control…hmmmm…now, you would think that it would be pretty easy to drink as much as I want and eat as much as I want and do whatever I want….nope…just isn’t working yet…had a bowl of chili for lunch and that was it…and, who can drink in the afternoon? But, does that fall under doing what I want? I guess the habits I’ve built over the past few years are stronger than I thought and may be harder to break than I thought…crap…oh, well…I guess I’ll just keep trying…think I’ll do an update every day just to see the progress…