Well…crap….haven’t had a bout of depression for quite a while now but it came back yesterday and continues today and I’m not sure why…everything is going okay with the house and the fence is going to be done in the next couple of days…well…that’s not true…the faucets in the tub are dripping and I can’t figure out how to get them apart and put new washers in them and that is going to mean paying a plumber a couple of hundred bucks to take them apart…and I really think that heating this place is going to be ridiculously expensive even with keeping it 66 in here….and I can’t find a winter car that I want and can afford….and I am just so damn tired….but, I now realize that the fatigue is part of the depression and it has been going on for a couple of weeks now….and I think part of it is the realization that my new situation is pretty temporary and in a few months I have to start the house search for one of my own and then go through the fixing process all over again…and I’m not sure if I have the capability to do that again….just getting damn old and I don’t like it…and I am just so damn tired….more later….