May 22nd

Well…running late this morning with trying to not feel any urgency about the day and just letting it happen instead of forcing it…yeah, I know that sounds weird but I seem to be forcing everything lately and running when I don’t need to…you know, I am beginning to get cautiously optimistic about the noise here with having a Friday night where it was tolerable and I had all the windows open here…and they still are and it is quiet here at 7:38 in the morning…I did get out to the new bar that just opened down the street yesterday for a couple and it was a little strange being out and sitting there and sipping a beer…might get used to it after a while but is going to take some time….only did a ride and a half on the bike yesterday and I am trying to not feel bad about that…they were painting the railings out at the beach yesterday and I feel a little guilty that I’m retired and not helping the rest of the oldsters that were doing it…I mean, I could tell most of these folks didn’t do sanding and painting much since they stood there and looked at it more than working but they were doing something and I wasn’t and that made me feel bad….but, I’m not even working on my own house much so it’s hard to justify working on other stuff….not much to do today…I am going to just sit here and have coffee while I wait for F1 qualifying at 9…or maybe I should get off my butt and get a ride in before? Damn, more urgency…what to do?

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