Well…I wonder what would happen if I decided to just not do anything today? No bike ride, no yard work, no garden work…no nothing and just sat on my couch and watched tv? Yeah, I don’t think I could do it either but the thought of it seem oddly comforting in some way. I did sleep okay last night and didn’t get up til after 6…and that should have been enough but I still feel pretty slow…it may be the lack of motivation I’ve been feeling lately….didn’t get anything done yesterday but the bike rides and I even forgot to make coffee last night which is happening more and more often…I think I may need a reset…can a human do a control alt delete? Was thinking that living out here is changing me in ways I don’t like….with all of the selfish people booming their music all the time, I have become harder and less tolerant and I don’t like that at all…and I have forgotten my mantra that you can control how you react to things…need to work on that or I’m going to be just as terrible as the people around me here….hmmmm….not much to do today…I need to figure out why my roku is not shutting off any more and try to fix that and I was going to go out and get more grass seed to start working on the huge parts of the lawn that was all weeds that I killed and is now bare….and I might do that…but right now, all I want to do is have coffee and read the news….more later…