Well…it’s been another busy day and another day where I didn’t get anything done…just not enough time…got on the bike by 8 and back on it by 10…then back here and made lunch then out to the beach for a swim and some sun…then back here to take care of the yard and unsuccessfully look for a topic for the day…I think I’m going to have to change out what I’m doing since I haven’t been able to relax at all…even at the beach in the water, no relaxation…I think I’ve forgotten how to do it and just can’t let go and just enjoy what I’m doing anymore….I’m sure it’s guilt from not working around here but damn, when do I get to just live? Oh, well….maybe if I just work all day for a week or so and get the rest of the outside work done then maybe I can enjoy myself a while…yeah, no…then I’ll just worry about the inside work and getting the winter wheels done and all of the rest of the stuff I need to do…and the garage door opener…and finding a snowblower….you get the idea…it is never going to be done….I’m going to have to accept that I’ll never be finished….and that is going to be hard…darn…