Well…damn, it’s the end of April and it’s still in the 40′s out there and I’m getting really, really tired of it…I am now sure that there will be no spring this year…and I won’t smell the spring smell until who knows when? And it’s raining out there right now and I really expect it to snow with how the weather has gone so far this year….oh, well…I did get 30 miles in yesterday but have no motivation at all to get on the bike downstairs today even with tomorrow being a day off riding…but I’ll probably drag myself downstairs in a while for the torture…had an okay day yesterday with getting the two rides in but not a lot else done and I think I need a couple of days like that to let my body heal…my hands are getting better with the rest but I have to remember to put a bandage on my injured left thumb since I banged it twice yesterday and it hurt like crazy….I really don’t have any plans to do anything today and just saying that is pretty weird…I did get the old, scruffy looking t-shirts out of my dresser and replaced them with new ones and that little thing made me feel good for a few minutes yesterday…some of them were pretty ugly but now I have a tub full of work shirts to use when I’m working on the car or house that I don’t care about…and I can use bleach to clean again without worrying about ruining a good t-shirt…is that what my life has been reduced to? Or is it finally settling into the mundane little things that I have been working toward for the past few years? The life of just paying bills and living for a change and letting the day just unfold instead of planning it? Not sure yet…but I have planned to make a pizza for lunch to use up the ingredients I have in the fridge…even got some mushrooms to put on this one and need to use the entire container and I wonder how a half pound of mushrooms will work on one pizza? I guess we’ll see…I wonder if I should saute them first to get some of the moisture out of them? Nope, too much work….not much to do today…still thinking about riding downstairs but that can come a bit later after I have coffee and read some news to try to find a topic for later…..more later….