Well…okay, I wonder if there is a jump starter for the human body? Sure feel like I need one today with waking up at around 5 but not getting out of bed until after 7….and it’s now 7:54 and I need to get on the bike in 6 minutes and I really, really don’t want to…took the day off yesterday other than riding and can’t do that again today….had tomatoes out on my chair all day yesterday with no takers so I need to eat a bunch of them over the next week or just toss them out….maybe I’ll just eat tomatoes for a couple of days but that is not enough calories….damn, I’m tired of thinking all the time…I wonder when I can just be instead of planning and riding and counting calories? I’m so tired of all this crap…..and even doing this…I’ve done over 10,000 of these since I started and is it from habit or for some other reason? Yeah, you can hear that I’m having an existential crises this morning and why is echoing through my head….oh, well…not much to do today…I’m going to drag myself out by 8:30 and I should take the garden down and get it out to the trash tomorrow….but they probably won’t pick it up so I’ll have to drag it back to the garage and I don’t want to do that….crap…it’s going to be one of those days…..more later,,,