Well…it’s 12:42 and it’s still only 47 degrees out there so it looks like it’s going to be a day off the bike for me…I know I’m going to have to get used to the cold here pretty soon if I want to keep riding outside but not today…I am going to use the pain in my back and sides as an extra excuse since it still hurts to just sit here and it won’t get better if I strain them more today….I do need to try to get the feeling of enjoyment that I used to have on days off back again but I’m not sure how to do that…I’m terrible about just living in the moment and my mind races to think about what I should be doing even though I accomplished a lot this week….I used to be able to sit in front of the tv on days off and enjoy an old movie or two and now I have thousands of them available on plex and other streaming services but I can’t sit still long enough to do that…maybe I should see a shrink? I should be able to figure this out since I do have a degree in psych but I haven’t been successful at it yet….oh, well….I probably shouldn’t bitch too much…life is still okay and, as I always used to say to my kids when they had a normal problem that they were blowing out of proportion, “you’ll live through it”…and I probably will…