Well…damn, can’t get started today and all I want to do is sit her for the whole day….but I won’t…need to get an indoor ride in soon and then make a run out to get food for Monday and some chicken broth that will be my only food Sunday and Monday….not really apprehensive about the procedure but just want it over with so I can get on with my life….slept pretty well last night but it’s only from self medicating and I need to stop that after Monday night and get back to healthy habits….it does look like I’ll be out on the bike later in shorts and a t-shirt if I wait til the afternoon with the high getting to 64 today…need to convert the mower to bag the leaves today and run it over the lawn to start the clean up process…I did get my water bill yesterday and I’m almost back to the normal cost after paying a hundred bucks a month to water the lawn…not sure what I’m going to do next summer when it’s dry…I did so much work to make a lawn that it would be a shame to lose it but maybe I should think outside the box to figure out a new way to handle that…I only have 10 minutes before I need to get on the bike and I’m feeling rushed this morning….that’s pretty weird when I’m retired and really don’t need to anything I don’t want to do….not much to do today…need to get moving and once I start, I’ll be able to muddle through the day and get things done…but it’s going to be a long one….and I just want to sit here…oh, well…more later…