Well…damn, not sure how things changed but I didn’t get out of bed til after 7 again today and I still feel pretty worn out even without doing anything yesterday…and it’s almost 8 now and I need to get on the bike soon so I can be done before the world cup comes on at 10…I am going to try to get an outdoor ride in before the second cup match comes on at two but I’m still leery of going out in the cold…I did look for a pair of heated gloves the other day and I may buy a pair but then it dawned on me I have over 4 grand going out by March of next year and I shouldn’t spend any more money…if I add buying a new car that will be 12 grand and there is no way I can afford that…so, another reason to be depressed…not sure what I’m going to get done today since I haven’t planned for anything but I think I’ll move the spare mattress out of the dining room and into the spare bedroom so I can get at the trim in there…but what if I don’t want to? What if I just take the damn day off and do what I want? Yeah, I’m pretty conflicted this morning and even when I take a day off the guilts don’t let me enjoy it….and I’m tired of it….oh, well…I did finally get Yellowstone yesterday at the mid point of the second season and I am enjoying it now…thanks, Tom…..not much to do today…just need to shake off this malaise and get going but I think I’ll need another cup of coffee to do that….so I think I’ll get one and read a little news…more later….