Well… damn, I’m so worn out today that I am contemplating taking the day off….I wonder how that would feel? Not sure what is going on but I woke up sweating through everything today and I wonder if that has something to do with losing my taste? Okay, with losing so much weight, I have lots of crepey skin that is just hanging off me and that makes me look so damn old….how the hell do you have hanging skin on your hands? I am going to try to get on the bike today but not too soon….have no motivation at all right now and one of these days I’m just going to sit here and do nothing…there is snow on the ground out there and I guess I’m going to just assume that I’ve lost the garden and will have to start over…but I’m not sure I want to…not sure if I want to do anything….slept okay last night but don’t have a lot of energy right now….have laundry running already and need to go down and put it in the dryer in a minute…I spread one chicken breast over two meals yesterday but my brain is treating that as a lot of food when it’s only about 300 calories…probably under 1K for the day yesterday and that is not sustainable….not much to do today….don’t want to do anything right now but have more coffee and sit here…going to try to get moving but I feel so damn tired…oh, well…I am old after all…more later….