Well..damn, I’m cold again this morning and have the heating pad on me to try to get warm…up at 6:23…again, and I still feel so worn out that all I want to do is sit here and do nothing…but I won’t…as soon as it gets light I’ll suit up and get on the bike…but it’s going to be full thermasuit today with the temp only 40 right now….didn’t do anything yesterday and I feel pretty damn guilty about that…I wonder if there will ever come a time when I can just let go and relax? But that would mean cutting calories down to around 500 and I’m not sure how that would work…I feel pretty crappy at 1K and that might be why I don’t have any energy….at least it’s not raining right now but I do have to spray the bike to get the grit out of the shifters from riding Friday in the rain…it just damn annoying to have the bike not work smoothly but I guess it’s to be expected after abusing the bike…don’t need to cook anything today with all of the leftovers in the fridge…still have pizza and soup that will last me until Wed or so and then I’ll do the pork shoulder in the instant pot….and I need to freeze the rest of the ham…or toss it…not sure which…not much to do today…just need to keep pouring coffee down me until it starts to work and then get on the bike in the freezing cold….not coughing as much today so I’ll take any small improvement I can get….more later…