February 11th

Well…this is weird…my creaky old laptop is working like it should today and that’s not normal…it usually takes forever to get it started in the morning but not today…cool…I really do need a day off of everything…but, will I take it? Of course not…have 26 minutes before I have to get on the bike to get three rides in before Man U plays at 11:30…just so damn tired…didn’t get a lot done yesterday and today will be the same since I am not motivated at all and part of that may be only eating one meal a day for the past two days…have been under 700 calories for the past two days and I really don’t think that’s enough…I did splurge and buy some cheddar/horseradish cheese spread for the game today but I’m so concerned with the calories in it that I’m not sure if I’ll eat it or not…have celery and carrots in the fridge so maybe I’ll cut them up instead…man, I do think I’ve got an eating disorder….at least I’m not in pain today…at least not now…I wonder if I can get away with just two rides today? Not much to do today….just need to get moving in the next 13 minutes and that is pretty tough…okay…enough whining…time to get on with it….more later…

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