Well…running really late today with not getting out of bed until almost 7 and I am so tired of having to get moving every day…I mean, when do I get a day off? When do I get to just live and sit here without the pressure of getting the miles in? Yeah, I know I’m whining but I’m just frickin exhausted but I know I need 38 miles today…it’s nice that I don’t need to cook today but I do need to plan meals for the next few days and get something out of the freezer…need to get at least one ride in before the F1 sprint race at 10:30 but I really don’t care about anything right now…does that sound like depression? Could be…I just noticed that the being out in the sun yesterday exposed all of the freckles on my arms and it made me think of my mother who had so many of them…it’s the Irish in me and it reminds me of my heritage…I used to have a red beard when I was young….there is rain coming in and I need to get on the bike for a ride right now or I’ll be wet so I need to figure out how to get the miles in…will have to do the indoor bike and it may be a short mile day today…not much to do today…I do have to do laundry since I have bedding that needs cleaning…the radar shows that it is going to rain almost all day and I can’t wait….need to get moving…more later…