Well…a day of taking it easy yesterday since I still have no car and that kind of set the tone of isolation that wasn’t really a bad thing…K did offer to let me use her vehicle to go out to M’s but I had already resigned myself to staying here for the day so I declined and just took a really long bike ride and then watched Japan beat Germany in the women’s world cup which was a huge surprise. I’m doin that same thing this morning with the first game of Australia and Sweden and then USA vs. Brazil at 11:00. So, I’ve got to get going on this one and then get the bike ride in before that. I’ve really been having trouble writing lately as you know if you’ve been here and I still don’t know why…it might be the disappointment I’ve felt about life but I should really be okay…there is a birthday coming up later in the week and that may be a component but I feel better than I ever have so I don’t know why an additional year should make any difference…my oldest brother, born on the same day as I was, nope, that’s backwards…I was born on the same day as he was is going to turn 71 this year and he still rides his mountain bike so maybe their is hope for some longevity…..not much to do today…after the soccer match, that is….might have a couple with K later but without a car..I’d have to take the bike and I don’t ride the thing after a beer…just feels wrong…more later….