Well…I know that things have not been too topical around here lately and one of the reasons is the whole being broke thing is weighing on me so heavily that I am out of sorts most of the time and my brain is just not working as it has and should…and I haven’t figured a way to get past it as yet….there is also the whole not celebrating the holiday thing, too that makes me feel like an outsider at times and I just want them to be over…the ads for all of the stuff that I can’t purchase because I’m broke is another reason that is weighing on me…and the whole “no one wants me” thing that comes from putting out hundreds of resumes with no bites is starting to create this perfect storm of creativity destruction that is confusing to me and I’m not sure of the methods to counteract it right now…okay…I’ll stop whining and get on with it…maybe not today, but tomorrow for sure….I think the air has gotten heavier…at least it feels that way….