Well…the first thing that popped into my head this morning was this Pink Floyd lyric..”the sun is the same in a relative way but we’re older….shorter of breath and one day closer to death…” yeah, it’s pretty depressing but that’s how I feel this morning…slept okay even so that can’t be it…I think it’s that another month has gone by without a bite on a job and with the money just going out it feel like tiny pieces of me keep going out with it…when the money runs out, I think I’ll probably just disappear into the ether…and leave no trace…I do have a few things I should do today but I’m not sure if I’ll do them or not…just don’t have a lot of interest in it at this point so I guess I’ll just let the day roll and see what happens….more later…