Well..it has been one of those really depressing days that just take all your energy away and I am not coping with it as well as I wish…so, just can’t work up the outrage to do a political one today….so it’s going to be another meander through what is left of my mind and the things that are in there…at least the Wings have won four in a row and have started to play again…and the damn cough I’ve had for a month now is still here…I thought getting back on the bike might clear it up but it hasn’t…it has been nice to ride again, though, even without music…don’t feel so damn guilty eating when I ride that day…might have an eating disorder but I think it’s more that I’m broke and don’t want to spend any money on food….feels good to lose weight, though, but I guess it doesn’t work too well to stay healthy….still haven’t gotten the battery for the walkman and it is almost 4 weeks now…and that isn’t even irritating me today…don’t have the energy for it…okay, need to stop writing this now….too depressing…