Well…it was an interesting day yesterday and the rift with G was repaired so that was something…got to go out and see her new house and it is pretty nice…slept okay last night and I am starting to get used to the new sleep patterns and think that the key is to not get frustrated by waking up all night…that lowers my stress levels significantly and I think that helps…didn’t ride the bike and I think I’m going to skip again today since it is only 24 degrees outside and I just can’t get motivated to get out the full thermasuit…I did figure out that I have a cd player in the car and have gotten away from just listening to the radio…and I found a cd that I have been looking for for two years and that made me smile…didn’t look too hard since it took two years but it was still a pleasant surprise…feel pretty good today with having 5 days now of being good but that will end today and tomorrow…trying to get out of the habit of cocktails and it looks like with some success…not much to do today…pool, of course, but I’m broke so I may have to skip…it is hard for me to be a mooch… more later….