Well…was going to get into the class warfare thing…and I may still do that later but I had something pop into my head this morning that I want to share…of a little more personal note than normal. The news reports yesterday were heavily weighted to one story that hit home for me…about a mechanic who chose to stay on unemployment rather than take 150 dollars a week less from basically minimum wage jobs. The repubs, of course, jumped on this individuals choices as proving their point that unemployment benefits give people an incentive to not work and are a major reason unemployment is so high. Really? I know, I’ve touched on this before but the story of the 50 something man trying his best to survive without giving up everything he worked his whole life for hit so close to home that I wanted to share a little of my story that is remarkably similar.
The problem is, I did everything right…I followed all of the rules…work hard, get an education, save money, raise a family, take care of my health; the things I could control…but the one thing I can’t control, my age, is the one thing that keeps many of us from going back to work…no one will hire a 57 year old no matter what their qualifications. And, I do have qualifications: an associate degree, two bachelor degrees, and a masters degree; graduating magna and summa cum laude…first in my class for the masters in management….and over 100 resumes out in the last month with no responses. It’s disheartening that everything you were taught about life, and that you believed in, has been turned upside down and no longer applies. But I don’t want you to think that this is whining because it’s not…it’s more that I’m confused and haven’t figured out the new order yet. I still have hope that I will, but the weight of slowly going broke, of just idling here while I wait for the economy to improve, takes a toll every day. I long for the times when weekends meant something, the times when I had someplace to go, the times when I had accomplishments to look forward to; I still try to smile every day but it gets harder as this goes on…..