Well…it not the easiest thing to get through a day like yesterday when you feel like crap….and today is going to be another busy one…have to get the car fixed at 8am….yeah, that pretty frickin early so I thought I’d get this out before I have to get moving…I did get the money situation sorted out so I can relax for the next couple of months, and actually get real food…I may make a prime rib for christmas just to splurge on myself but I’m not sure yet….one of the boys may be coming over for a while but it’s still tentative right now…so I will have groceries to do later along with C coming into town…as I said, a busy day…by my standards anyway. Not much else to do today….you know I had to say that….I did have a couple with K last night and that was fun….it just gets longer and longer between the times I see the old group and it like it’s dissipating slowly like smoke….oh, well…need to get off my butt and get started building a new one I guess…more later….

Okay…I know I’ve not been too productive lately…but the whole money thing has been weighing on me a lot; coloring everything I’ve done over the past few months…I’m going to try to get better here in the next few days…but don’t you have those slumps, too? The ones where your brain doesn’t feel right, where you are operating in second gear and can’t find the shifter? It is really disheartening when you live in fear of an unexpected expense happening…it’s not supposed to be a 57 year olds life. I did get the car fixed…they wanted to charge me 312 dollars for an exhaust component that is 20 inches long…I just had them cobble it back together and that was still over a hundred bucks….oh, well…have to start looking for a new car I guess…