Well…I wonder what would happen if I decided to just not get out of bed in the morning? I almost did that this morning but did get up at nearly 7 which is really late for me….and I feel depressed for some reason and I think it goes back to spending 15 bucks on a new soldering pen yesterday…and it’s weird that something so small could trigger this….I mean, less than twenty bucks? There must be something else going on that I haven’t thought of yet….but, it’s still real and I still feel it so this could be a bit of a struggle today…oh, well…at least the damn groundhog didn’t dig a new hole under my sidewalk….I really didn’t get much done yesterday and that could be part of it, too…there is so much to do around here and every day that I don’t get to some of it is a wasted day that I don’t have a lot of left….but even with that I don’t feel too motivated today and just want to sit here and drink coffee….I do need to weed the rest of the border around the house so I can get my flower seeds in and start taking down the old garage door opener today but even those small tasks seem like too much work right now…and I need to ride the bike later but that doesn’t seem like fun…damn, I need to just take a deep breath and stop thinking for a while…..and even that seems like a lot of work…more later….