March 27th

Well…damn, 23 degrees and it’s almost April? The lock into my garage was even frozen and I had to hold the key in my palm to heat it up so I could get it in to unlock…I did sleep okay last night and didn’t wake up til 5:21 and stayed in bed til 6:20 so that was okay…and I feel okay this morning with knowing it is my day off of everything…I keep talking about that, don’t I? Oh, well…it is nice to take one day a week off and just enjoy my life…but, I’m not sure it that will last today with needing to get the old wallpaper off the walls in the big bedroom….started on the second one a bit yesterday and I’m still not sure if I’ll ever get the walls paintable again…we’ll see….I am still pretty amazed I have a house that is mine that I can afford and it hit me yesterday how much stress that has taken off me no matter how much work I have to do around here….I read the stories on Kos about people my age who are struggling to keep a place to live and to pay their medical bills and I really feel for them…and that makes my situation even more of a relief as I think about it…but I have noticed a change in my thoughts recently where I am realizing that I’m coming up on the end of my life and have been thinking about what has been and what I think about how my life has gone….and that may make for some uncomfortable posts here in the near future so I’ll warn you when those start to come so you can skip them if you want…not much to do today….I’m still not that good at doing nothing but I am going to try to just fool around some today…I do need to order the blinds for the bathroom some time and will probably do a few of these, too, if I get motivated…hey, that is one thing I just noticed after not drinking any more…I don’t have to work to get motivated to work around here….I don’t think I’ve mentioned that in a while…and that is pretty cool….more later….

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