Well…as of today, the preparation for the colonoscopy begins…have to stop eating anything that has fiber in it for the next two days, and then eat my last food Saturday so it will be two days without any food at all and I am lucky that I do periodic fasts that go a day and a half for practice…and I talked to the doctor’s office this morning to get the loose ends tied up since they sounded like they don’t have any records for me and I can’t figure that out because mychart has all of that stuff in it…hmmmm….and then I talked to my brother who is going to give me a ride there and back so everything is a go for Monday…so now I can relax a bit until the cleanse starts Sunday and continues until 8 hours before the 2:30 procedure Monday…I probably should get a self rising pizza to eat Monday evening so I don’t have to cook anything til Tuesday…so now I go into anticipation mode for the next 4 days and then survival mode for Monday…I AM having cocktails Monday night….no matter what they find…either to celebrate that I don’t have cancer or to drown my sorrows if I do….Oh, well…