December 1st

Well…running really late this morning with not getting out of bed til 7:30….kind of expected that with not sleeping at all Tuesday night…but I don’t think I’ll ever fix my sleep deficit…the wind was howling out here yesterday and at times it got so loud that I could barely hear my tv…sure hope I didn’t lose any shingles off the roof…damn, another month starting and I’m not sure if I like the idea of time passing like it does….it always make me think of the Pink Floyd lyric from “Time”…and I’ve said this before….”the sun is the same in a relative way but you’re older, shorter of breath and one day closer to death”….and that’s how I feel this morning….not really depression but I can see it on the horizon….I finally got some work done yesterday and I can walk into my kitchen without cringing…. and I need to do my bedroom today but I don’t have a lot of motivation right now….I think I’m going to delay getting on the bike today until I watch Route 66 that is on right now….need a blast of nostalgia….not much to do today…I do need to make sure I eat enough since I only had a bowl of soup and 4 chicken fingers yesterday and that is not enough even without doing two rides…but I am going to try to do two indoors starting today….that may get me to my goal for the year…but nothing seems appealing right now…so I may just say the hell with it and take the day off…yeah, that made me laugh, too….more later….

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