Well….damn, I really do need a day off to recharge but I know I won’t do it….my back hurts and I feel run down and that seems to be the new normal and I don’t like it one bit…had an okay day yesterday and got sucked into a Star Wars marathon with the last of the series and it was cool that I didn’t remember them at all…it was 5 years since I’d seen them and I hope that was not from memory loss….I did do two rides yesterday and I am going to try to do that again today but I sure don’t want to….I am hoping that I can get back to the zone where I can just get on the bike, let my mind go off on it’s own, and then it’s over….but that hasn’t been working lately and it’s a chore to just think about going down there…I wonder if I should drag the bike up and do an outside ride today? It’s 47 degrees right now and most of the snow has melted and it could be doable….and I don’t hate riding outside like I do inside…okay, that will be the goal for today….but I still need to wait til it gets light out there…can I just do one ride outside and accept that it is enough? Not much to do today….I am winding down the year and I’m not sure what I’m going to do mark that….I think there is football on later today and maybe even some soccer so I can stay amused for the day…more later…