April 11th

Well…I thought the pain was getting over last night but I was wrong…back to the ibuprofen again this morning and I really have never felt this kind of pain before…I wonder what kind of damage has been done to me to have it last for 9 days now? Whatever it is, it is wearing me out and I do feel my age from it….need to get on the bike in 13 minutes to get started by 7am and have two rides in by 9 or so….still can’t eat much and I can feel that I’m losing weight and that used to be a good thing but my energy levels are so low that it’s too much work just to sit here…I am so tired of my body giving up on me and it’s not going to get better and that is really depressing…oh, well…I did sleep okay last night but how I feel right now, it doesn’t matter…and dragging my butt downstairs is going to brutal…I probably should just stop doing these since there is no good to report…and no one wants to hear all this whining…so, I’ll try to do better…more later…

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